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recently, there's a question i can hear whenever i am and watever im doing. 'hey, wat will u do after diploma ? taking advance ? or degree ?' and this question seriously screw me up badly, coz currently im so so so directionless and apparently everyone's planning for their furthur studies or career. if im not mistaken, at my previous post i did mentioned that i assume i'll failed my last semester's paper rite, and thank God coz i really failed, but in other way, i still thank God coz i can re-sit for those papers in this semester, and till now, i haven inform my parent that i failed coz i really dunno how to tell dem, ppls around me kept saying 'wow yeen, u 百年道行一朝丧 le' which makes me much depressed coz i've been tortured till the last 2 sems in diploma course without fail any papers until the last 2 sems but i cant blame anything coz i deserved it as i play really hard last sem and damn regret for working for the GWCf in genting, and the papers really getting tougher each semester, there are 5 broadcasting students in my house and there's 4 ppls failed included me. no jokes, there's still 5 weeks to go for this sem, and i got damn alot of assignments to be done by next week, which meant, i still got around 3 weeks to prepare for my re-sit papers and also dis sem's main paper, i duwan to stay down n retain the papers after dis sem, how much i wish i could pass all the papers, pray pray pray very hard !! but hell, how come recently so many freelance jobs ? last week, a long-lost contact fren - keith called me and told me that he's no longer working in JOBs.DB but in AppleBox Asia currently, which it is actually a commercial company, he asked me goto casting in his company today so that next time i might will appear in some tv commercial in the future, after he explained everythings, everyone around me support and asked me to have a try coz there's nothing lose to try, but i start wondered, is this the career that i wan ? im so lost, n i sms'ed keith last nite to wish him birthday n told him that i couldn't make it today coz i need to attend classes, he told me its ok, and he'll cast me again when i free. aaaaaa !! suddenly i felt so sorry to him, although i really need to attend class today, but seems like my hesitate has disappoint him coz he do hav high-expectations in me like introduced me to the 8tv ppls during the career fair last time. shud i really have a try ? am i really into in field ? so far i dun plan to further my studies after diploma so lead me ppls, i need ur comments and commands..

while i keep hanging the words 'i wanna start study liao' close to my mouth, i play even harder nowadays. im so hopeless for going to penang for 3 days last week. friday to sunday, although the time is shorts, but i've visited Queensbay mall, it is nice but particulary i prefer midvalley. n 2 weeks later, i'll goto penang again to attend choohen's birthday party, coz he will going to oversea next year, so he'll held a birthday gathering party. i wanna start study liao, ridiculous rite ? muahaha.. im so so so overspent dis month, shop hard, play hard, exam also hard.. congratulations to my jimuis for the pleased stpm results :) ^^ felt happy for u all although i failed mine hehehe :)

well

i juz dun fucking understand y the hell there's still ppl like you on earth, y the hell and wats the point for critics her like a priceless cheap hen infront of me previously but in the fact u're kissing her ass as a shoe polisher and praise her like she's one-kind princess infront of her ? well, mayb like wat another-her said, dats the typical u in doing dis action coz u'll never grow up till the day u die from being a looks-like-mature-enough-women but fact u're still a childish small little girl. juz please dun critics anyone anymore if u're so damn eager to become close fren with dem coz there's no point from telling me their bads coz i dun even fucking know who are they and not interesting to know at all n juz pissed me off. u're so not worth to be fren with dem coz u'll never know the value of friend. u'll never know ! the ignorance can be fixed, but childish is forever...

my class will started next week, or i shud say its time to attend class after skipped the whole first week class, i've watched the haunted spirit and bridge to terabithia in these 2 days time. the haunted spirit is roughly talked about something like jumpi in thailand, kinda scary but quite funny in other way coz there's a character called as pookie in the movie huhu. about the bridge to terabithia, it kinda disappointing me coz i expect too much from the movie. narnia is waayyyy far better than terabithia. wuwu.

last sem's result gonna release at this coming 15th. although im quite worry about the result, but i guess there's 3 jimuis out there who is muchhhhhh mmmoooreee worried than i do coz they're collecting their stpm result, all the best dear cheng sharon choot and other candidates out there.. good luck dear girls =) !!

and.. its time to introduce,

obviously, im taken by him, mr tan wai men. who is a kelantanese which working in sabah right now n dump me all way alone right here eee. he's juz tooo sweet to be loved for all, really nothing much i could tell him besides thanks thanks and still thanks. there must be someone out there bringing us to the center of their topic recently, but who cares, coz they will never know how he treat me and how i ruined his life XD i knew his past, current and those upcoming ones, he's my current top soulmate, my current mr right, i dun care how far it will be, coz nothing is forever, and nothing is impossible. so ppls, either bless or shut ;) thanks for those blessed ones. muacks.