happy birthday

date check now 28th november 2008. today is my bf's birthday, it is his 24th birthday today !!

i still remember, i get to know him on his 22 years old birthday. since then we've been undercover friend then to couple. i must say thank god that i get to know him, coz he change my life alot, i meant, ALOT.

i had a few ex-bfs in my life where some of them are still my fren and some missing-in-action. but i would say my current bf is the best among all i've ever had, is not becoz i wanted to makes him happy on his birthhday or wat, but seriously, i really meant it !

let me tell u, become an inflight-slave's (still stick to madagascar grrr) air stewardess's bf is not easy okay. and my bf is really really perfect in playing this role. he have to follow my timing all the time, i woke up at 3am in the morning, he woke up too, sometimes he will prepare light breakfast for me, and then send me to klsentral at 4am in the morning. then if i touched down at 1 or 2am, he's always waiting for me in klsentral like those cab drivers who always stuck at bus's entry to lure pax. n HE is always there, never wants me to wait for him even for 1 or 2 mins at night. until he can make friends with cab drivers and some of my colleague even knew him !!

well, is not that i cant drive. I DO DRIVE myself all the way to lcct during my training time, but he doesn't let me drive anymore bcoz it is very dangerous to drive all the way alone in the midnite n with my very tiring soul after work. but this makes me take things for granted, i've never been driving in kl since then, and im abit coward to drive again ! do u know that, my licence has been expired since, august ! n i never bother to renew it, coz i know there's always someone will be my driver, juz an advance-appointment or a fon ring will do !!

if u were my ex-bf or close to me, for sure u'll know that im very self-centered person, in other words, sipe ego can die. and this is always the break-up reason i had. bcoz im too ego i will never want to lose or say sorry even i know it is my fault, then we'll quarrel n game over. but with him, im always a winner no matter wat. but this makes me felt guilty, n i'll always say sorry to him in the end, even he had apologize FOR MY FAULT. reverse psychology, damn geng. and this really works wonder on me, rather than fight for a sorry~

he's always be there for me. im hungry, he will go down n buy me foods. im sick, he will drive me to the clinic. i felt sleepy, he will prepare my uniform for the next day. im going to bed, he'll prepare the blanket nicely for me. i bought a cat, n he have to corp with the cat all the time. i had a bad mood, he's there for me to scold n nag. he makes me wait for a minutes, i'll scold him a century. //

but when he's hungry, i ask him to cook maggie. he's sick, i gave him panadol. when he felt sleepy, im already sleep like a pig. i promised him i'll look after the cat when i buy it, but in the end, he's doing great with the cat. he had bad mood, is when i relieve my bad mood on him, den story ends. he waited me to reached klsentral for 30 minutes, but still smile happily n carry my luggage at the bus entry door before i step out.

somehow, i must say, im glad that my dad accepted him. fyi, my dad is an antique. for him, holding hand will caused pregnant and he is always worried about me since secondary school bcoz im the prettiest daughter he had but hell no more, with my bf beside me, my dad is even more relief, coz he knew that my bf had take over his duties, to worried about me. n my dad even ask me y my bf dint go ho chi minh together. warao~

im not a romantic person, im not a sweet talkers, im sucker in surprising party. and im down by sick on his birthday, i dun even wish him on 12am sharp n i had a tight sleep after taking drugs. i know im selfish, i know i had never sacrifies anything on him. i always says that he owe me on his past life, but if turns around, i'll say that i wont do all those on him. even my sister says that she dun understand y my bf still duwan to dump me -.-" but i know that i love him so much, and this is wat words cant express.

if u're reading this, thanks for everything, u really meant alot to me !! happy 24th birthday baby!! may all ur wishes comes true, which is i'll be good one day, be safe n happy forever. i love u, not becoz who u are, but bcoz who i am, when im with u.